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My first map. |
Looking back at my first map, it looks so simple. My current
mental map expands far beyond it’s edges and many of the white spaces, I could
now fill in with finer details that I have discovered over time. During those
first few days I remember clinging to the one path I knew that took me from the
seminar house to the university and back again. At the time, mastering the
twists and turns of only that on path was more than enough of a challenge with
all the small side streets that looked practically identical and seemed to wind
on forever in all directions.
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Unknown areas marked as masses of houses. |
As the days
went on I began mastering my little area, but as I became more comfortable with
my navigation I noticed a separate subtly increasing discomfort. I could reach
out my hand and touch a passing car, I could touch my neighbor’s house from my
window, walls made clear boundaries between tightly nestled houses, what looked
like one-way roads somehow fit cars going both ways, and the list goes on. I
had heard the term ‘densely packed population’ before but I had never really
understood what that meant for daily life, and subtly as time went on I began
to feel frustrated without knowing why. But one day as I was walking around
Hiriakata City and stumbled upon a park, I realized what I was missing, open
space! Even the park itself was nestled inside the buildings of Hirakata City.
It was just a concept of space I wasn’t used to.
Over time I
got used to it, and felt more comfortable being contained and fitted into the
limited space of my environment. The narrow streets made space for me and the
crowded buses somehow managed accommodated my presence, and as I continued to
explore the dense maze that made up my new home I learned to look at it all
differently. The side streets that continued forever didn’t just wind of into
oblivion, they went somewhere and if every once in a while, when I had a little
time to get lost, I took a peek down one of them, more often than not I would
stumble upon something interesting that would expand my map just a little bit
more.
1 comment:
I completely understand how you felt about it seeming like there is no space around you. It's very unnerving to think about, especially since there is so much space back in the US. But, I'm very glad to hear that you're becoming adjusted to it! :D
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